That saying, “you don’t know whether you’re coming or going”? That’s pretty much me right now. Not in a bad, disoriented way, but more in a stuff is just starting and running and I’m having to trot along beside it all to keep up.
This is a good thing.
Going back to work for a lot of moms is challenging at the best of times, and there are quite a large percentage of mamas who don’t have a choice when or if they go back, I am so very lucky. I work for myself, and this meant that I could decide when I’d start again, I just wasn’t quite bargaining on everything taking off so quicky and so I am now thrust back into working a little sooner than I would have liked.
Shame. No, not shame, this is awesome. It means my businesses are thriving, it means my livelihood is securing it’s spot and means that those months of maternity leave and having a good old re-think about my work is paying off.
I just have to keep up with the momentum, stay focused, caffeinated, and I’m sure I’ll be okay, I think!